Where am I?

Where am I? I don't know. I am not in a good place. My friend called me today while was panicking. She talked me through it a bit but I still feel awful. I don't know what to do. I really don't.

No one will give me answers.
Everyone says they are here for me,
but I still feel alone.
I am drowning in my own fear.
I am laughing at my own pain.
Am I dying?
Or trying to come back to life?
I really, really don't know. But like I said:
No one will give me answers.

~SilverMoon