More Then Pain

I've been at Explo for more then a week now. Its probably one of the greatest places on earth. I have been doing a lot of fun things and I have met some really amazing exciting people.

My friend Ling I knew from last year. She understands me and tries to help me. Yesterday we were on the bus coming home (yes, explo is home!) from our white water rafting trip. It was a lot of fun. Well we had a very intense conversation. She told me I am one of the strongest people she knows and that she will help me through everything.
There are these two girls in my living group. Emma and Emily. They make me laugh. Laugh like I've never laughed before. I cried like full on tears from Emma taking about poop. Now we say poop. Not crap. Poop is funnier. (:
And theirs Anoushka. She is also on my hall. The Indian from England. She says some weird shit. If you ask her "whats your number" she will say "my number is" in this really annoying American accent. It makes me die laughing. She gets really excited when she says American phrases as well... such as "OH SWEET BABY JESUS!". Last week she told me if you sniff food and chew its like your eating it. She declared she will never have to eat again. She also doesn't smell LIKE shit she smells OF shit. Oh how much I laugh when she doesn't let us correct her.
Then there is Alex. He is a funny child. I feel I see more then other people. I'm not just looking at him... I am looking through him.
And of course there is Ari. He is my best friend here. He and I spend hours throwing a frisbee and playing the penis game. He is hysterical. I love being around him. He is just so interesting. He speaks three languages. So I know what your thinking. English Spanish and like I don't know some other east one. NO. he speaks English, Hebrew, and Chinese. That's like totally different writing as well. It makes being with him so complex. He also loves making friends and knows almost everyone. He is someone I really want to keep in touch with when I go home.

Well yeah. That's camp life for you. I really want to stay here forever.

So onto other stuff. I cut again. And this is why this is titled more then pain. I cut my hips and felt more pain then I have in forever. I kinda liked it. And so yeah. I have to go. So that's it.

~SilverMoon