FLA

I just got back from a swim camp in Florida. I kinda loved it. And all the people there. There were a few people that stood out to me there.
There was a girl. She always made me smile. I loved her complaining. She would always say
"I hate America, I hate everything about it, how can you live here!"
or "How do you eat this food? It's disgusting!".
Shes from Bolivia. If that explains it.
Then there was another girl. From El Salvador. She was always smiling and happy. And she loved to laugh. I can't remember a time when she wasn't. I really like people like that.
Then there were three guys. I have to say sometimes they got annoying, or were too loud, but they were so enthusiastic and entertaining. And kinda funny. Oh those Puerto Ricans :P
And there was one guy. From Connecticut. He's funny. And sweet. And doesn't mind listening to my music. And listening to my rants... even if it is 9:30 and he is exhausted and wants to sleep. I trust him a lot. He understands me. Thats why I gave him the link to my blog. He is one of the people I really want to keep in touch with from FLA.

Well being away was good for me. But swimming gave me a lot of time to think. Thinking is dangerous. VERY dangerous. Thinking leads to my stupid stunts. Like cutting. Which I DIDN'T do at camp... thank god. My parents would have murdered me if they found out again. Speaking of which they prob won't be getting me help. As long as I keep a smile on my face, no matter how fake it is... I am "happy".
I feel like on Thursday at camp I got to a point where I wanted to... die. I felt like my roommate didn't want to deal with me. Whatever. So now I am really exhausted and I leave for camp tomorrow afternoon. No blogging for another week. :( This blog may be one of the only things that holds me together.

~SilverMoon