Decisions

I have never been good at making decisions. Ever. And recently I have been making so many big ones. And on top of it people keep asking me to make more decisions. About nothing important. But its stressful. And every time I'm asked to decide something stupid I feel like I want to puke. Some one should just really do it for me. Please. Its not that difficult to do something without my opinion. Really.
On top of that I have a lot of other things on my mind. People. What some people actually mean to me. How they treat me. Some people make me really depressed... not sure why. They don't try to but they say they are there for me. But they put me off. I understand I'm not front and center in everyones life. But their actions and words don't match. And I'm not even sure what to do with those people anymore. Advice anyone?

~SilverMoon