Priorities

Maybe he's right.
He is busy. I am busy, maybe this is better.
I want to be his friend. More then anything. He is the only one I will truly be happy going to semi with. But maybe this is for the best. Maybe it will help me get my priorities straight.
Ah priorities.
I feel like I have no friends sometime. So thats out of the way. Recently I have lots of older friends. They are all seniors. I have such a good time with them. They all talk to me like a human and don't make fun of me for being me. They make fun of the stupid things I do. We make fun of each other. And they invite me to things and aren't super secretive about life. I feel so free with them. They will all be leaving for smart people schools soon. I will miss them greatly but I will enjoy the time I have with them now.

Art and school. My top priorities. College fits in the art category. And SAT's fit in the school category. Those are very intensive categories. I know I have to work hard. I think thats why I was meant to be alone right now. To focus. Work hard. Do my best. Go to art school.... the place I have only seen in my dreams.

So my priorities start this weekend.
Sleep. Because I cant be sick anymore.
Do art. Because I am showing my portfolio in a few weeks.
Homework. Huck Finn is due MONDAY. And I need mock trial stuff for TUESDAY.
And a thesis statement... Suny us... thats MONDAY.

I can do this. Breath in and out [like your'e pregnant my friend would say].
Goodnight.

<3 Silvermoon