Fixed

Everything is finally settled with that whole issue.

My boyfriends happy, but my friends are stressed.
They think it's their fault when its 100% not.

Truth is if i got to a level of depression where I couldn't stand life anymore... Id probably do it again. Weed that is. But I know I am never going to get there. I have the sweetest boyfriend, and some really great best friends who are like family to me, and I know they will help me through everything.

Right now I am not that happy. Last night that was. Maybe its cause I felt the thrill of everything going back to normal. Normal isn't that great. And school is canceled. I actually wanted to go today. Now I am bored. Home alone. Again.
And I am expected to study. Thats all I did yesterday! Todays gonna be awful!

Well yeah, thats all their is in my life for now.

Writing seems to be more of a hassle though. And theres nothing to write about. I stopped cutting, I'm not smoking, but my life's not that great. I just have nothing seriously bad to put up I guess. Thats probably a good thing. But sorry to all you people who check... I am sorry my life isn't that interesting.

~SilverMoon