Why Not?

Tonight my parents freaked out. Cause my life is so freakin busy.
I talked to the school social worker last week and I let her know I hadn't been to therapy in weeks. Cause my mom didn't want to take me and I was sick. The sick thing I understand. But this week she just decided she doesn't want to take me.
I feel lost. Alone. Afraid. Bottled up.
And tonight... I let it out. I cut. For the first time in at least two months. I was doing so well too. But denying therapy is denying sanity, denying happiness. I need to talk to someone, I need to let it out.
I just might go see the school social worker tomorrow. I just might.

~SilverMoon