Suny World

My school is now offering a class called Suny World this year. And me, not being a test taker decided to take it. Unlike AP, we do much more writing.
I woke up this morning at 5 am. My head said "Oh my god. Your Suny World paper is due on Friday. The one you have had OVER a month to work on and HAVEN'T started."
My brain searched for excuses. All I could think of was my mono. It could be used? Right. On top of the paper I've had SO many notes to take and I haven't even caught up with that and need to talk to my teacher anyway about getting an extension.
So I was saying. My brain is malfunctioning. I texted my boyfriend. I told him to make me write it 2nd period tomorrow. FORCE me.
I was so panicked. I got out of bed at about 5:20. Sat down at my computer and STARTED WRITING my Suny World essay. I wrote half of the opening when my brain stopped. I started thinking when I would have time between now and Thursday to write it.
I thought this afternoon between the time my boyfriend leaves and I go shopping, Monday after I visit my friend I passed mono to, Tuesdays out- I am going to a concert. Wait the concert. Thats the 9th.
And thats what killed me. The concert is on the 9th. And my essay...
ITS DUE THE 19TH!!!!!!!!

Fuck my brain. Kept me up for an hour because of an essay I still have TWO weeks to write. *sigh* And here I go. Once again driving myself to insanity.

~SilverMoon