Screw Up

I am a screw up.

I got myself into a relationship at camp. And it messed up a friendship with a guy who liked me at home but when he told me I wasn't sure if I liked them back. I don't think I do. But hes hurt cause I pulled the friend card.

Hes one of my closest friends and it pisses me off he tries to block out what hurts him. He runs from his problems. But I am happy with this guy. I was finally happy this afternoon. For once. So I am gonna keep myself in this relationship and work out the friendship stuff later. Thinking about it is bringing me down. So yeah. Goodnight.

~SilverMoon