Boiling.

Ive been really upset lately. Its all friend stuff. No guys in my life right now.

I have this friend. Who likes another one of my friends.
I spend time with him alone on occasion. Its easy to get to him... he lives close.
Well we hung out a few weeks ago. It was a Saturday and our friends were in the play and we were both alone so we hung out. And we had fun. And after, my other friend wouldn't talk to me. I confronted her and she told me she was angry. I apologized... but shes been told to me since.

REJECTION.
Tonight, she rejected me. I told her if she needed anything to let me know. And she said okay thanks. And then she decided to have people over. But obviously it can be posted on the group... but I cant come. No. Because then theres too many fucking people.
My blood is boiling. I want to cut. I want to feel pain. I am going to take my mind off of this...

--SilverMoon