I haven't written in a while. I don't know. After I got close to killing myself about a month ago I realized theres no point in sharing my life.
Um I have mono. And at the beginning when I didn't know what it was I was so scared. Scared I was going to go to sleep and just not wake up. How empty my life would be without the boy I love and care so much about. Without my friends. It made me realize that I have to stay here. That I WANT to stay here.
So yeah... mono. I am feeling better then I was. I can eat bits of solid food now. At the beginning of the week I couldn't even swallow.
Now I am just tired. Ehh, I get to miss the rest of the week of school. And that's not such a bad thing. I miss everyone though.
Especially my boyfriend. His mom is paranoid. He brought my homework and flowers earlier in the week. Damn, I miss him.
~SilverMoon
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