Friday, October 29, 2010

Please Don't Read This...

Je sens la merde de mensonge. J'ai fait mal mon petit ami provoquent ce soir je l'ai fait se sentir un peu comme la troisième roue. Pourquoi font je baisant fais mal aux gens que j'aime. J'étais avec deux personnes ce soir. Quelqu'un qui fait mal et quelqu'un qui peut facilement être fait mal. Et ce soir ... nous tous la blessure.
C'est dans la cause française ils tous les deux lisent mon blog de temps à autre je pense. Et je n'ai besoin d'aucun d'entre eux me connaissant sont faits mal. Ils tous les deux ont beaucoup pour s'occuper. Si vous le traduisez vraiment d'une manière ou d'une autre, bon pour vous. Arrêtez de lire. Ma vie qui n'est pas importante pourquoi le fait de vous baiser a-t-il même lu mon blog ?
Je suis désolé. Continuez à lire. Je suis stupide. Mais j'ai fait mal à un des gens que j'aime le plus sur cette planète. Je l'ai fait avoir l'impression d'être la troisième cause de roue j'essayais de ne pas omettre mon autre ami. Et sur le haut dont il s'est senti malade.
Je suis une secousse.

~SilverMoon

Monday, October 25, 2010

Therapy

I'm sorry...

All Bottled Up

That girl, my friend
Put herself in that position again.
Where is she?
I do know, don't you?
In a place that will teach her a thing or two.
Who's fault is it?
Anyones at all?
Oh this time we have someone call.
Hes with her right now,
Where I should be.
We would just be there for different reasons,
Wouldn't we?

These words flow out across the page,
But do nothing to stop my rage.
I am being held up inside.
I need to let myself out,
And escape this wild ride.
I have the need to kick and scream,
And maybe do everything in between.
I wish I had what would keep me sane,
But I promised no knives, no razors, no pain.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Sorry, It's Been Forever

I haven't written in a while. I don't know. After I got close to killing myself about a month ago I realized theres no point in sharing my life.
Um I have mono. And at the beginning when I didn't know what it was I was so scared. Scared I was going to go to sleep and just not wake up. How empty my life would be without the boy I love and care so much about. Without my friends. It made me realize that I have to stay here. That I WANT to stay here.
So yeah... mono. I am feeling better then I was. I can eat bits of solid food now. At the beginning of the week I couldn't even swallow.
Now I am just tired. Ehh, I get to miss the rest of the week of school. And that's not such a bad thing. I miss everyone though.
Especially my boyfriend. His mom is paranoid. He brought my homework and flowers earlier in the week. Damn, I miss him.

~SilverMoon