Gurrr.

i have nothing to say.
i have no reason for being on here.
im usually on here when im angry and sad.
and i am. but not really.
gurrrrr.

Christmas at 12:50 AM.

Im okay.
Scratches in my sleep.
Feeling extra lonely.
Boyfriend is away.
Not so big on friends lately.
There are people id love to talk to,
but I cant make that first step.
I am too reserved.
I am not shy,
but I can't get myself to be "out there".

I still think about it every day.
Yes.
It.
But I am happy,
I think.

I am shaking.
I need to sleep.
Goodnight.