Greece

I just came back from greece.
It was an AMAZING trip and I had a ton of fun.

but...
My friends made parts of it unpleasant.
They haven't figured it out yet but they get in bad moods. And they have to learn how to deal with them because everyone gets in those moods. If you cant control your moods its obviously your own problem, so don't take it out on other people.

Thats what they do. They take it out on me.
One of my friends got sick. I treated her very well. I offered to come along to the store to keep her company and get meds and she says "No I don't want you to come." I asked her if she needed help with things, I asked her if she needed me to do anything, I let her sleep in and woke her so she would have enough time to get ready, I waited for her to go down to the bus, I did everything. And we get on to the bus and she takes the only seat in the front left. The only seat in the area open. Where all my friends were sitting.
Then later when I asked my friend, who she was sitting with, if she didn't mind sitting with me on the way home my friend snapped at me and was like "No she can't. Isn't that right?"
My friend was like "I can sit with whoever I want... so yeah."


My other friend snapped at me for little things. Like where I sat on the bus, If i wanted to sit inside or outside on the boat, and everything I did was just wrong in general. if it wasn't her way she made it seem like it was wrong.

Then these two friends... started fighting.
They were inseparable for the whole trip... which drove me crazy cause I would be left alone as the two of them would go off to hang out together, and they would take my other friend with them. The only one who understood how I felt and kept me sane the entire trip.
But they started fighting and we would sit at one table and the other would give her a dirty look. Then she would be like "Did you see that? Whats her problem? And blablabla."

Its whatever now. I just needed to get that out.

The biggest thing is that they made me feel really left out. And they don't get it. They have never been left out before. They have always had someone. They have never felt the same feelings I have. They have never felt my kind of ALONE.

~SilverMoon